UGH YESTERDAY SUCKED.
like suuuuuuuuuuuuuuucked: first off, i get up & get ready in the morning ready to go by 830 like always, and my mom goes "oh dad left for downtown super early this morning, ill be ready in an hour".. meaning i get to work by 10 aka hour late. call my boss- PISSED. then my mom almost drives us RIGHT OFF the onramp by calgrove so i nudged her wheel to save my life and she FREAKS out for the entire car ride. get to work, oh ya... shes PISSSSSSSSSSSED. i am now on "probation." im not sure what that really means, but it sucks.
THEN 40clock rolls around (when i am supposed to be picked up from work so i make my 630 geog class) and i havent heard from pops. he was going to my brothers vB game & says his friend will pick me up. fine. HIS FRIEND SHOWS UP AT 510. i get home at 615... NO ONE is at my fucking house; call everyone.. oh theyre on the 210 coming home "be home in 20 mins". 20 mins? are you fucking kidding me?? I HAVE CLASS! -mind you i confirmed the rides multiple times, all week, including the morning- whats worse, I HAVE A FUCKING TEST that ive been studying for aaaaaaLLLLLL week.
neighbors arent home, no one is there, too late for me to walk.... mess. i get locked out of my class & miss my test i knew the entire chapter front to back. SO ANGRY. it just upsets me how dishonest my parents are with themselves & with others. i was so hurt yesterday. then my dad told me i was a spoiled brat and helpless, and my mom says i should confirm my morning ride every morning.
wait, what?? lets check the logic here ADULTS: i should check my regular ride every day? shouldnt it be the opposite.. if there IS something happening i should be informed? && helpess and spoiled? what the fuck? BOTH of you CONFIRMED that you would take me, i have no problem getting a ride, but i do 15 mins before i am supposed to be SITTING in a SEAT taking a freaking test.
drives me nuts. i HATE depending on other people ESPECIALLY my parents because they are thee most unreliable people i know. and to top it off... i bought 10 YOGURTS on monday... i go in the fridge after eating one yesterday & theyre ALL gone.
how am i supposed to grow up & become independent in a house fuLL of insane people? thank god for wesley and his family. they are the most amazing people ever and i am sooo thankful for every single one of them.. im the foster child. lol.
LAME. anyways.. the weekend should cheer me up. just kickin it with wes then sunday is addy's pool party!! haha reunion with those of us who left sf :( saddd... then next weekend is THE PEDDLER down in seal!!!! ALL THE JUDAH HEADS ARE COMING DOWN WEEEEEE :) sooo happy! well i am at work right now.. bored as hell... counting the hours until i leave.
im going to google how to use this coffee machine now.
CIAO BELLA! XX
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