oH the placeS iLL go....

so yesterday when i was driving in the car with wes, we were on the 5 coming up on some mountains and i was thinking about how much i miss the baY. i had a family... an job which was more like a second family and always a ridiculous six hours.... a house two blocks from the beach and more importantly, downtown was a miniscule mUni ride away on the N. i miss the N. took you EVERYWHERE in the city... its the best line. from the embarcedero to oceaN beach, aka my home.....

i get sad even typing that! however, i realized that while i love it more than anything up there... and miss all my dear friends, i simply cannoT get anything done. i decided to look at it as i am hopping off the party train for awhile while i get my shit together & become a fabulous empire within the next 5+ years. i will be back on that party train, dont you worry!

i'm getting alot done here, and recieved the approval from my parents to go to a private art school in LA to complete my BFA. two more years baby and im DUNZO! should be done next year, buuuuut 2008 was more of an entire party year for me than school. whatever. WORTH IT is all i gotta say! times of my LIFE!!!!!!

i will return to the bay... im not done with it yet. i LOVE san francisco with all my heart and felt like i got ripped from its grasps at the most fun time- my 3rd year living there (according to the rest of the worLd, it takes THREE years to really KNOW and be comfortable in your new location... i didnt agree until my third year and then i learned that for once the rest of the world is right.) && the year EVERYONE turns 21. fmL. but ive been up for the celebratory nights in the bars .... a night on the town iN frisco beats ANY lame ass LA night. i loooooove LA dont get me wrong, but san fran nights AND days trump it without a second thought.

the only problem with going to my art school.... the deal is i have to live at home to save money. if i go to long beach i can move out with jacey (but i dont know if shes going there anymore)... but if i go to a private shool since theyre SOOOO fucking expensive.. i gotta stay here. uLLLLLLLLtimate suckage.... but for my future fabulousness i might just have to sucK that the fuck up and just dedicate the next two years to school school school FASHION FASHION FASHION!..... mighttttyyy okay with me if my school = fashion.. which it does! BADABINGGGG.

also, if i stay at home.... the owner of shooting stars (the small children dance studio/preschool i work at) has offered me the job of dance director and positions in their expansion if my plans are to stay closer to locaL. and i can further myself in the design field with my personal assistant job.


ON THE P.A JOB NOTE- my boss tells me WAY TOO MUCH. she tells me about her one night stands..... and so on. way tmi. however, she has been taking me on almost all her meetings, letting me design more interior details & has obviously gained more trust in me. therefore... immmmm movin on uuup to the eaaaassstttsiiiiide in a deeeeluxxxee apartttmentt in the skyyyyy!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. one day my friends.


friday = DODGER GAME WITH WESLEY E & KESHK!
saturday = watch addys boyfriend pro race his car!
sunday = funday! hahaha

nexxxxxt weekend:
SATURDAY IS AIR RACES!!!!!!!!! BOOYAH!
if you want tickets, check out redbullmilehigh.com -$10 for college kids VIP party at the hyatt!!!!! BEST view of the races!!
if you dont know what air races is, check out: redbullairraces.com


amazing. love you aLL! CIAO BELLA XX